The Art of Being Erotic

So what has this journey been like for me?  I grew from a young girl in my late teens who was horrified at porn because of how I saw women being portrayed, to a tentative twenty year old who was inspired by porn to learn how to give really great fellatio, to a Priestess in my mid-thirties exploring the many ways sexuality wanted to be expressed through me and who imagined that film could somehow capture the beauty and artistry of really hot sex, of group sex, of same sex loving, of sex sealing a commitment, or sex for the sake of sex, to a middle forty year old opening my mind and my heart to bare all for the camera in order to help along the continuing and still much needed  sexual revolution.

So much has happened to bring me to this place of being willing to show myself sensually and sexually to the world.   I have had several lovers who have taught me so much about sex and loving, have worked with a shaman and many teachers.  I have actively explored my fantasies in an attempt to allow this life to be the place where my experience and artistry become one thing.   I have lived my art and continue to devote myself to living a life that is artful through being open to a range of experience and ways of being.

And now that I’ve made a film and sat at the first screening feeling my feelings as a roomful of people watched me loving and being loved, so many bits of shame left over from a society that labels those who would fuck for the camera has simply dissolved.  Seeing myself there, bold and beautiful and loving and laughing, I am even more convinced in the beauty of being able to witness others being sexual.  And how important the loving, laughing, authentic images of people in the act of love are to help all of us release from a past of repression.   I feel honored and deeply moved to be doing this work/play.  I feel honored and deeply moved to know that others will get to see the result of the years of growth that this work embodies for me.   I am proud to be an erotic film star!